HEALING POETIC CONTEMPLATIONS -- SHARING THE DIVINE HUMAN SPIRIT IN MANIFEST

Uncertainty                               Written by Joseph Bell                                                     

Walking around in this old uncertain world of despair
Trying to put up and bear all to bear
Trying to find something to take home to bone
Somehow, always knowing, I'll always end up alone

Because of my uncertainty, I have already lost my home
And because I am uncertain, I am still alone
My uncertainty has caused me to question the man I am and my faith in God
Made me to wonder why my life has been so damn hard

Because I am uncertain, I am ashamed of who I am and what I have become
Because of my uncertainty, I have looked for love in all of the wrong places
Yes, I guess I'm learning to tie my own shoe laces
Trying to find my own way; trying to find my own space

Uncertainty has filled me with so much indecision
Had me to rethink my own religion
Uncertainty has caused me to wake up and open my eyes
Has caused me to keep so much inside

Uncertainty has caused me to put a hold on my dreams
Has caused me to question what life really means
Uncertainty has brought me to the state I'm in
And because of my uncertainty, I have committed a sin

Because I am uncertain, I am still trying to turn my life around
Trying to pick myself up, trying to find a higher ground
I have many holes in these wombs and so many terrible bad scars
I'm trying hard to put my faith back in God

Because I am uncertain, I have witnessed many storms
And fell in the pit of many arms
So many snakes looking to attack
I wonder if I could ever get my life back on track.